The 'Deu'k is gone. | elwing's Blog

 My dad drove me into the appointment. I probably sounded like an idiot. "You'll do it right, right? Why can't I be in there? Where are you taking him? How do you do it? I'm an idiot. You probably think I'm an idiot." Blubbering and crying, to the vet and his assistant. I was so worried, so scared. They wouldn't let me be in there when they gave him the injection... But I waited, shaking, in the waiting room. They called me back in when it was done, and left me alone for a few minutes with him. I cried and cried, petting him. My poor Deu... I'm sorry it had to be this way, baby. I love you, and I'll miss you. You will always have a place in my heart.

In other news, the Christmas present my roomie bought me, came in the mail today. He got me more RAMs for my computer. It werks gudder nao.