Frustration at laryn... Larynxy... WAURGH. | elwing's Blog

 I have almost NO voice at the moment. I've nearly lost it completely.

The worst parts?

#1 - I CANNOT spend an entire day or more being completely silent. Being a mother of a preschooler makes that impossible.

#2 - I can't properly communicate, face to face, with the people I care about most, and it bugs me to no end. They think its goofy to write back and forth on notebooks... And kiddo can't read anyway. I don't know enough sign language to make myself understood, and I know more than everyone in our household. 

#3 - I CAN'T SING! OMG. Seriously. I don't think anyone has any idea whatsoever about how depressing and utterly... Devastating not being able to sing is for me. I mean, I know I'm no 'artist' at it, but my gosh. Thats one of the ways I vent, I communicate, I feel, I enjoy myself, I relax... I'd say I spend at least a quarter of my day singing, if not more. 

And now I have no voice with which to talk. Or sing. 

How long must my torment go ON?! HOW LOOOOONG?!!!